thinking out loud
+ mood: blank
+ listening to: the used - all that ive got
+ i dont really know where to start or what to write… but i have been thinking about a lot of things. i know i am immature at times, maybe most of the time, i dont know but i went to a 21st birthday party last night and it kind of hit me. i am getting old. holy shit! if you think about it, i have a full time "real" job, i am and have been in a long term relationship, i dont party as much as i used to, i sleep early, and worse of all i can understand what the lecturer is saying in class. i dont want to get, grow and be old. i want to stay as i am. act like a little kid. no responsibilities. have lots of fun. maybe, just maybe, if i stop thinking about it… i should just stop and not think. its the bloody weekend for fck sake!
